Eskimoa

Today I saw the last Forever young show, forever! I'm heart broken. My favorite show and they were so good! Yes I cried, alot, like a baby. Okey I didn't cry like a baby, but there were thears. I'll watch all the shows the coming week. And take a lot of pictures that I can look at when I'm missing Blue Village and feeling lonely in Cape Verde.

 

Oh yes! You didn't know that. I'm going to Cape Verde for the winter. And if you dont know where that is I can tell you it's a small island west of Africa. Like a really small island! I got an email from my next manager with some info. The sentence that kind of stuck in my brain was: "If you prefer to sleep with a blanket, you should bring one".

Although I'm sure I'll like it there, I'm freaking out. I'm not ready to go yet. And I also know I'll meet new lovely people there. But I'm not ready to leave the amazing once I have here!

 

So this last week will contain a lot of tears, awesome shows, stress, sorting out stuff, blanket shopping, more tears, party, dinners and even more tears. One of the reasons I resigned as a guide, when I did that over a year ago, was becaus of this. The goodbyes are too hard for me. Even though I know that I'll see the people I want to see again, but you never know when, I will miss them so much during the time I don't see them.

As I have mentioned before thare is something speciall with people you meet in guidelife; Not only do they become your colleagues, they also become your friends and family.

 

Okey so this was kind of a sad post, but that's just what I'll be the coming week...

 

Love, BB

So it was a long time ago since the last time I wrote. I have many reasons for that, but now I'm here again! And I've started to write in English so everyone I know can understand, IF they want to read. =o)

Now it's in the end of the season and the hardest part of this job is here; To say goodbye. Today has been a really hard day. I said goodbye to one of my best friends here. She left to Finland to later on begin her journey to Thailand. Emmilainen, as I wrote to you: You'll always have a part of my heart! And I know I'll see you again. <3

 

I also feel really stressed since soon it's time for me to leave. I only have one week left in Turkey. And I will cry my eyes out when I go. Not only for all the persons I'll miss but also because I'll leave Blue Village and start something totally different in this company. I know challenges are good and it will make me grow as a person. But at the moment I kind of freaking out! I'm stepping in to something new, waaaay out of my comfort zone.

I know I'll miss Blue Village a lot and to be a part of a big team. Although I'm at the moment kind of fed up with my work situation since I once again stepped in to the role as a manager. That means I have twice as much work then I did before and it's a lot to deal with. I'm really glad I have an awesome team to back me up! This will be all for now, I'll get back soon. ;o)

 

Love, BB (Bamse bitch / Bitchy Boss)